tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-259205332011-04-22T02:55:56.474+08:00*=rAiNdR0PzFa||iNg=*noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25920533.post-33445833531195639572008-07-20T14:23:00.003+08:002008-10-19T01:47:34.067+08:00Hmmz...<br />haven been blogging for very very long...!<br />now suddenly feel like starting another blog..<br />erm...<br />to pour my unhappiness, my sorrows here...<br />n oso to note down my happy moments....<br />=)<br /><br />love the blog skin..<br />coz really miss those childhood days with no troubles and so carefree..<br />wat we know is to play with our neighbours, frenz we made in kindergarden...<br />but now..<br />grow up le..<br />more n more responsibility..more things to think about..<br />more plannings to do for our future...etc...etc...etc...<br />_____________________________________________________________________________________<br /><br />Back to now...<br />this moment of time...<br /><br />I feel that i seem to lost my way...<br />lost my way of finding my future...<br />it seems that i no longer have any goals in life...<br />living aimlessly....<br />Wat is my future gng to be..?<br />i cant seem to see it....<br /><br />just plain working...attend class...<br />but with no enthusiasm..n motivation...<br />nth..<br />like a robot..<br />programmed to do all this at a scheduled timing n so on...<br /><br />i seem to lost alot of precious things along the way...<br />that i only just realised now...n it's too late..................<br /><br />Miss those days in sec sch...<br />hanging out wit eliza, daphne...n gang...<br />poly days...with huiting, carol n gang...<br />n of coz Lips cafe pple...<br />nice working khakis...<br />but now...<br />we seem to b so "stranger"...everyone have their own lives......<br />sometimes i feel so unwanted in this world...feel so alone....<br /><br />My bf..<br />been tog for 1yr plus...<br />everything seemed to have changed...<br />i guess it's just mi..<br />i dunno...<br />but...<br />i just feel tt the strong feeling doesn't seem to b there any more..<br />i guess is due to the less quality time tt we spent tog...<br />i miss the days where we can happily go have mac breakfast..<br />go office tog..go swimming on sat morning or afternoon...<br />slacking at home tog for the whole afternoon of sat...<br />sentosa with gerard n gang on sun morning...<br /><br />now it's like...<br />we only can meet after 8pm on sat n sun....<br />it seems like... i'm attached but i feel i'm not...<br />i dunno for how long i can bear with this...<br />everyone in a r/s just wanna b with tt someone to spend quality time with them...on sat n sun...but for mi..?<br />i dunno...<br />i'm feeling sick n sianz n tiredz of everything...<br />i cant feel the happiness i once felt...<br />no more........<br />i seriously...<br />this is not the life i wan....<br />i wan back my life....................................<br />i wan back my old self.............<br />a happy go lucky self........<br />i hate who i m now.....<br />=(<br /><br />.....................................................................................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/25920533-3344583353119563957?l=babyreen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*=rAiNdR0PzFa||iNg=*noreply@blogger.com0